sigh..
i know i never give you a chance to let me change my opinion of you..i know im bad..everyone who knows me well..knows my attitude..if i really dislike someone..it will really need very long to change my opinion de..and thats me..haha
WHY i dislike you:
the 1st time i saw you..you were with yr ex..you've said alot of materialistic thingy..my impression of you was already so bad..then heard alot of thingy from all over..i'm really into hating you le..somemore learn that you like one of my closest friend..omg..i really feel like killing you..haha..coz i really treasure the friendship that i have with HIM..i try means n ways to tell him not to be with you..i know im being bad..but that's my 1st impression of you..can say that i really hate you to the core..BUT HE insists of being together with you..7 yrs of friendship and he doesnt wanna listen to my advise..you know how much it hurts..and you know how
**IMPORTANT YOU ARE TO HIM**..
he may be very hot tempered at time..will tend to say all those nasty thingy when it comes to quarrel..but come on who in the world will really mean what they say when that person is so hot at that point of time..
actually my baby also belong to that species de..as in "chi luan bu chi ying.."sometimes you really ought to know what you must and musnt do..i know you already give in alot le(from what i've read from your blog) but they wont think likewise..PLEASE DONT SHOW PISS OFF FACE even if you are angry(if you really dont wish to lose him)..coz your pissed face will make them pisser by double..try not to do things that they sound out to you that they dont want you to do..and if you promise something..please do it..you will gain more trust from him..
dont give up so easily..be strong..try to catch what he's thinking..to understand him..listen to others advise..but do what you think is right..you are the 1 with him..not others..be sure to treasure what you have before its too late..
just read your blog..alot of sentiment..so just blog something related to you..haha..you might or might not read this..but really have to let you know..dont give up so eaily..life is full of obstacles..face them all..try to overcome..:)
he might not be who you want him to be..not as caring..loving..sweet..etc..they have their own unique points that no one in the world possess..and also the ways they express themselves..is many many times more than words..
the secrets shared between the 2 of you..every little thingy that you guys did..it really means the whole world already..always think of the bright side of life..
i gave empty promises to baby..thats why he couldnt 100% trust me..im trying hard to make it back to him..hope baby can really feel it..its not easy walking through this 2 yr plus with him..or rather..its very difficult..i love him..thats why i give in..i hope my perseverance will pay off..hee..last but not lease
~~**baby i love you**~~**PS : hope you know who you are**
